It's 3:17 am. I am up for my nightly feeding.
Yes every night around 3 or 4 after I was up at around 1 going to the bathroom I get up to eat.
I can't help it...someone is hungry.
So I just had to blog.
I feel discouraged. Every time I go to the Dr. office, I am overweight.
Our water heater just broke
Eric is still waiting for a job
I am still working mine, and feeling tired
We have nothing ready for the baby
I wonder how I will get through this birth
My friends seem all to busy to even talk to me
My family as usual have their own things going on, and I am just an afterthought
I feel so alone sometimes.
Yet here I am with a living human inside of me. A very weird state of being.
I can't wait to hold this baby. It's becoming more of a thought every single moment of everyday. So much so that when I think about it I cry.
103 days.
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2 comments:
I love that you have a tiny human in you.
Hang in there, Olivia! When I'm discouraged, I like to read the following verses. Maybe you'll find some hope in them, too.
Ecclesiastes 7:13-14
"Take a good look at God's work.
Who could simplify and reduce Creation's curves and angles
To a plain straight line?
On a good day, enjoy yourself;
On a bad day, examine your conscience.
God arranges for both kinds of days
So that we won't take anything for granted."
I'm giving you a shower to cheer you up and so John Paul will have something to wear when he makes himself know on May 28th! I talk to you....when your approachable....which has not been to much lately....I'm just sayin!! You know what scares me......the fact that you are giving birth to my precious...IN WATER....AND....WITHOUT...medication!!!!That's what scares me! And once that starts.....there is no turning back my friend! NADA! So Eric thinks he knows you.....we'll see!!!
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